merrilywe | ( closed post ) bizarre celebrations

Oh - okay, [ she mumbles in return. That, she wouldn't have minded so much once she got over the blushing and fumbling. She makes a mental note to figure out how this whole birth control stuff works magically, because she could certainly do with skipping this bit and jumping right into the actual sex. Her levels of desire are off the charts and, frankly, if she wasn't so concerned about this, she has half a mind to jump his bones right now.

She gives his fingers an affectionate squeeze before leaving him to it. No, she reminds herself, this is going to be special, like those stupid dimly lit scenes in teen dramas and romantic comedies. It's special because they care about each other. ]

[ Flashing her a reassuring smile, he manages to roll it on with only a little bit of fumbling. And once it is, they're good to go, but he still can't help but hesitate, just a tiny bit. Neither of them have done this before; he just hopes it'll be good for her, because there is very little Natalie could do to turn him off right now. But for all their mutual desire, it doesn't feel like he should... go, just like that. Isn't there supposed to be some kind of build up, or something? He never watched those cheesy romance movies or anything like them - never had TV on the road - but it feels like there should be more. So he leans down to kiss her again, this time lingering on her lips, tender and slow with his hand on her cheek. ]

[ She returns that kiss sweetly, full of warmth, a hand in his hair again to bring him down closer to her. Slowly, her legs shift, parting to wrap themselves around him again. Okay. This is it. Her head feels light and her stomach is unsettled but she's sure that's just from the mounting anticipation. They're going to be okay because they're safe together. ] I'm ready, [ Natalie whispers to reassure him, in case he had any other hesitations. ] I - I want you.

[ It feels almost like her belong around him, and he is certainly glad to be brought closer. It's a little awkward, having to position himself like this, but somehow Leo manages, and gives her a quick kiss before simply leaning his forehead against her and pressing against her, inhaling slowly as he enters, not too fast for fear he might hurt her. His hand slides up into her hair, curling into it as the sensation overwhelms him. Even through the condom, he can feel every part of her, warm, wet, and almost unbearably tight around him, but everything about it is good, great even. Once he's fully inside of her he pauses, relishing the feeling and catching his breath. ]

Gods, Nat, [ he breathes, his free arm snaking around her waist. ] You feel... [ No word he can think of can really describe how she feels, so he leaves it for her to figure out, instead settling for kissing her again, more passionate than before. ]

[ Her eyes are wide when she watches him figure it out and, instantly, she shuts them as soon as contact is made. It hurts, and while she doesn't want to let on how much, she can't help but let out a small whimper, curling her arms around him. It will take a moment, she knows that much, for her to feel other things.

Quietly, she chuckles as his inability to find the right words. Kissing is good and she returns it messily, fervently, biting his bottom lip to encourage him further. ]

[ He's heard the first time can be rough for girls, and that little noise of hers sounds like confirmation of it. So with a quiet groan, he starts moving slowly, trying to give her time to adjust even though holding back is difficult for him now that they're connected. But this is supposed to be good for both of them, and he wants it to be for her, too. ]

[ It doesn't last very long. The slightest moment changes everything and her body reacts positively, regardless of how slow he is right now. Silently, she nods, mouth half open; she'll be okay. She lifts her head to kiss him easily, mostly brushing her lips over his as a small sigh slides up from her throat. Her hands rest over his back, neither of them moving because she hasn't even thought about that yet. ]

[ That's good, because he can't hold back for too much longer. Shakily letting out his breath, he takes the nod for encouragement, and starts with a more natural speed, eagerly kissing back and running his tongue over her lips. His arm slides back, hand settling on her waist for a moment before moving upward to give her breast a gentle squeeze. ]

[ She holds back from making any noises, flustered by each of them. It wouldn't be fair for him to do all the work so she responds, moving her hips against his, arching her back off the couch. With her, it's easy to find a rhythm, picking the pace up slightly. This won't last long, she knows, but it feels amazing right now. And, maybe later, they can try for another round. ] G-gods.

[ Having her moving against him, with him is... gods, it's amazing, and it pulls a groan from deep within his chest. The way she arches her back has him biting his lip, hand ghosting over her side to make sure he feels her from every possible angle. He's still a bit restless, though, with nothing for his mouth to do, so he occupies it by kissing up her jawline. ] You feel... really good, [ he manages eventually, nibbling lightly on her earlobe. ]

[ She chuffs a soft laugh because she's just plain happy. In several ways this - he - makes her feel beautiful and wanted and she just needs him to know that she wants him just as much. Not that any of these thoughts are clear and fully formed in her head. She's busy choking out halves of words because she can't speak. The nibbling on her ear causes her to pull her shoulder up as she grins stupidly, letting her hands roam around his sides, over his chest. ]

[ Whatever sounds she makes, a laugh or a whimper or a moan, he'll gladly take. It's hard for him to tell whether the tingling on his skin is from where she's touching him, or whether he's close to losing control of the Blessing for being so caught up in her, but everything about it is good, exciting, and he loves every bit of it. He can hardly bring himself to care what comes after this; all that matters right now is Natalie, and the way they're making each other feel. Leo just hopes it won't end too soon. ]

[ He's secure between her legs because she definitely doesn't want to let him go at this moment. Greedily, she seeks out another kiss, as awkward as it may be while moving together. Here, however, she finds she doesn't fumble as much, relying on instincts and trying her hardest not to overthink this. ]

[ He's eager to return it, letting his lips crash into hers and adding a bit of tongue for variety. His hand finally untangles itself from her hair, ghosting over her breast for a short moment before settling at her hip. It takes a great deal of willpower for him to resist pulling her to him for each stroke, but he took note of how she reacted at first, and though he does pull a little, he manages to hold back with the thought that it might hurt for her. They have to both enjoy this, he keeps reminding himself. ]

[ Natalie subconsciously appreciates his efforts from going too hard. Knowing her, it takes some pushing to finally unlock that wilder side of her and she's sure he will soon discover that. For now, she's still somewhat quiet but still very tender in her caresses and movements. Her kisses are desperate and messy and her hands are in his hair again, tugging slightly. ]

[ The sound he makes is somewhere between a moan and a whimper, filled with need. He kisses back just as messily, especially as a pressure begins to grow inside from all the things Natalie is making him feel, but he wants to hold it back, and fights to. He doesn't want it to end just yet. ]

[ In truth, she has never felt like this before, wanted and... kind of sexy, actually. Less girlish and awkward, more intuitive. Somehow, she's worked up a sweat, her skin gleaming under the light, his body, tingling whenever he touches her. ]

G - I'm almost - [ She's somehow lost all relevant words to describe how she's feeling but it doesn't matter. They're connected now. ]

[ She's what? Almost... It sinks in after just a moment, and suddenly it's even more difficult to hold back. He bites his lip and leans his forehead against hers, willing himself to hold out just long enough to reach the end with her, to feel when it happens. His hand tangles in her hair in the meantime, anchoring himself to her until the time comes. ]

[ She isn't sure how much time has passed but she's nearing the end and he's helping her reach this point. Her hips move with him until she comes to a halt, a noise caught in her throat. Behind her eyelids, she momentarily sees stars and the world stops spinning for a second - she doesn't know what's come over her at first, but this surely must mean that she's finished.

Once Natalie settles onto her back again - it takes her some time to uncurl herself from around him - she does finally feel that warmth unfurl over her skin and she stretches her arms over her head, smiling lazily. ]

[ Feeling her muscles clench around him is all the encouragement Leo needs, and he lets the wave crash over him with a small sound, breathing her name and leaning into her as his world narrows for an instant. When the feeling to starts to fade and she releases him, he rolls to the side to catch his breath, arm slung over Natalie's waist.

Sneaking a look at her from under heavy eyelids, Leo can't help but smile. She's gorgeous, and she looks... happy. Content, at least. Good, he thinks, turning his head to kiss her shoulder. ]

[ Natalie feels a giggle bubble up from her chest but she just smiles, teeth and all, and covers her eyes with her arm. She doesn't roll onto her side to face him but does keep close, nudging him with her shoulder. It's a rare, open moment for her where she ignores any inhibitions and makes a confession. ]

I think I'm falling for you.

[ The words spill out easily. It still isn't a full commitment but it's something. Her heart feels light and she doesn't lift her arm to look at him. ]

[ Those words, after what they've just done, send him flying. It's not even his birthday, but it feels like it might as well be. A chuckle bubbles up in his chest as he takes that in. ]

Oh, good. I'm not the only one.

[ There is, of course, the temptation to say more than that - to tell her what he realized a few months ago. But if the thought still freaks him out a little, and it does, there is no way Natalie can be ready to hear that yet. So he bites it back, settling for nuzzling against her. ]

[ Even if that's finally a confirmation for her, Natalie isn't quite surprised by it. It's not relief or fear that she feels, but warmth, happiness. It's been a perfect seventeenth birthday. She removes that arm to reach over to fiddle with his hair, resting her hand on his cheek. Her eyes flick over his features before they close and she breathes in. ]

I wanna fall asleep with you but I know I have to head back to my cabin.

[ He groans, arm tightening around her. He doesn't want her to leave; the only thing that could make this better is if she stayed all night. ]

Do you have to? It's not like they can't take care of themselves.

[ Truth be told, she wants to have sex with him again because she knows there will be repercussions for this and she wants to make the most of this time they have together. She wants to fall asleep in his arms for the first time and feel his heat when she wakes up. Responsibilities be damned. ]

You think I could get away with it?

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